fault.

Sometimes I wish someone would check up on me. Not because I asked them, but because they truly cared how I was doing.

Yeah.

Anything thoughtful doesn't matter.

yeah.

when you think i'm once thing but i'm really another. please don't assume.

friend.

i miss him but i feel like i'm having dreams telling me it's okay to move on. it's still hard to be okay with it.

anniversary.

my best friend died this month. i don't know how to convey that to anyone.

thanks.

having anxiety dreams and i don't think people understand. i have dreams about not being accepted which is super shitty. i have dreams about not participating in normal conversations because i have anxiety. anxiety makes me feel the worst.

Weeks.

i don't know. just things i guess.