Empty.

Nothing. I guess only time will tell. I'm sure I'm doing something wrong. Then again, all I can do is get revenge.

Not.

When I think about it it puts a damper on my mood. Over thinking gets me in trouble. I hope this isn't going the way I thinkthinkthink it is. Not again.

Again.

Let's start again. again. again. something is bound to stick.

Frump.

i just wanna feel comfortable with who i am and my surroundings. maybe for once... i should consider this option and never look back. it's been rough though. today does feel better than yesterday and i should take that into account. i use to be someone that had hobbies and friends and just in general, cared about shit like taking care of myself and life. i can't blame anyone else but myself.

HALP!

Today, we're gonna do something a little different and it's big to me but not to you.

No.

I don't wanna go back.

Why?

Literally having anxiety about having anxiety. Pretty sure I was in high school the last time I felt this way. The only way to fix it is something I don't really wanna rely on. I hope it passes. I hope other things pass as well.

Hate.

Why am I even here? I feel like I'm just a lump in the world.