Clumsy.

Wish I didn't bruise like a peach. I can't even count the number of bruises I have cause I'm careless. 

Regret.

I just wanna know if I'm doing the right thing. Tonight will be tough. 

Home.

So tired of you judging me. 

Quit smoking yo. 

Still awake.

Internal clock must be broken.  Day is night and night is day. I don't know how much longer it'll take to finally crash and feel some sanity. I might be leveling out, still not sure. Felt like myself at least. Kinda felt like improving myself. 

Here's where I'll be vague...

Day two, nothing. Empty but I know it'll be worth it. Hoping tomorrow it won't affect my performance. Need to be more

active with it. This goal will further rip my sleep schedule. At this point, I'm in too deep. 

I just wanna be normal. 

Now to try to close my eyes.