you're up and you're down.

it's the rituals and the instant gratifications, gets me everytime. i need to grow up.

split ends.

sometimes i wish i had a better relationship with my brother.
then i remember all the times he terrorized me with i was little.
oh well.

every single time.

i hate being overally sensitive. my mind thinks that if i'm nice to everyone there is no possible way for negativity to bother me. naive i know, but i'm so tired of hating and judging people. i just really want some positivity in my life. forgive and forget you know? i've been having this feeling that i'm getting taken advantage of because of my push-over attitude. it sucks. i try really hard to give people a chance.


i hate small towns. i think i need to go home for awhile.

oops.

once again i was the last to know about the time change.
stupidstupidstupid.